I’m 6 months into my addiction, and I’m just now comprehending that it’s not okay.
It started with not being able to make it through a day at work without it, now it’s expanded to not being able to get out of bed without it.
I’ve lost 40 pounds due to my decrease in appetite and on a day that I don’t take adderall, I can’t stop eating.
So I continue to take Adderall so I won’t gain the weight back. It makes me feel too invincible to stop.
I regret the day I first tried it, because ever since then, it’s been slowly drowning me – completely.
You think you can control this drug but it will take control of you from the second you pop that first pill..