I can’t stop, not until I’m completely exhausted and pass out”- Mike

It started off as a prescription I asked for from my doctor in my last year of college. No problem there, it was wonderful! Or seemed like it at least. It helped me focus when I was in school, lose weight, and feel motivated to succeed.

I never dared to take more than the prescribed dose, and never thought I would. That time seems so innocent in comparison.  Over the years, on and off Adderall a few times, I began to experiment here and there with taking a little more than the prescribed dose.

Fast forward to now, six years later, I binge on the weekends, taking extremely high doses. I tell myself, I’ll control myself this time and only take an appropriate amount for focus daily, and it will start that way, but it always turns into binges.

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